to be frank, i feel quite sad to be leaving at these time. all these late nights nowadays im sitting alone in my room, either in my studio or in bed with the mac on my lap. i just wish i wasnt leaving so soon, or leaving at all, the feelings are all piled up and tied like a knot at the bottom of my stomach like a fur ball or sorts. i know i need to leave, eventually at least. i just, aint ready i guess.

its a certain brand of insecurity i must say. nothing that cant be solved by a glass of beer or a swig of whisky, but somehow i wouldnt want to be intoxicated on a night like this. it just doesnt seem right to be, to observe the calm serenity of the dark space and crickets chirps through blurred vision, filled with impetus of tomorrow. or maybe i should have one after all.

maybe i just want to be amazed by something special, yet im slightly apprehensive, or even afraid as one might call it, to receive it. nothing excites me that much nowadays. it's been a while since i visited this place, but im mighty glad its still here honestly. i dun feel like saying these stuff to any other individuals at this time, but it's rocking all the same to be typing to yourself like screaming against the sea. some things never change doesnt it :)
roy at Saturday, May 14, 2011 7:25 PM | 0 comments

[M]黑夜來得無聲　愛情散得無痕
刻骨的風　捲起心的清冷
吹去多年情份只剩我一人

[F]兩朵孤單的魂　會心的眼神
哦　你我的苦　竟是如此吻合
感情的淪落人相遇在這傷感的城　哦

[E]我最深愛的人　傷我卻是最深　進退我無權選擇
緊緊關上心門　留下片刻溫存
[M]只怕還有來生　我愛的依然最真
[E][F]我最深愛的人　傷我卻是最深　[E]教人無助的深刻
[F]點亮一盞燈　[E]溫暖我無悔青春　燃盡我所有無怨的認真
roy at Sunday, March 20, 2011 5:43 AM | 0 comments

why am i always being hurt
roy at Sunday, November 07, 2010 5:41 PM | 0 comments

im sorry im in love with my best friend
roy at Sunday, September 12, 2010 7:25 AM | 0 comments

sometimes i wished it wouldn't have to be this way
roy at Saturday, September 04, 2010 12:12 PM | 0 comments

did they know they when they were building up all these machines dispensing DVDs for rent, they were exporting loneliness as well?
roy at Saturday, July 10, 2010 5:37 PM | 0 comments

Single serving entities and single serving friends
roy at Sunday, June 27, 2010 4:50 AM | 0 comments